My Love for the Detective Novel

I never thought that I would be one to love reading detective novels. Sherlock Holmes comes to mind, the author James Patterson, to name a few. They always follow the same formula. There’s a good guy and a bad guy (though, sometimes the who-is-who, is not always established from the beginning) and there is a crime that was committed that needs to be solved. I am also not a fan of the main-stream novels, you know the ones that everyone reads by those authors that just seem to be able to crank out an innumerable amount of stories. When I was younger I was envious towards them. I couldn’t understand how they were able to write so much when I had trouble finishing most of the things that I started. As I read more and more of these novels though, I came to realize that I didn’t envy them after all. Their bodies of work were plentiful, but they were mediocre at best. They were all practically the same with slight variations. If you’ve read a few books by any of these authors, you’ve read them all. I realized then that I didn’t want to be one of those writers; I’d rather spend half my life cranking out one great story than to mindlessly author many.

That was when I became a book snob. Aside from reading Dan Brown’s The Da Vinci Code, which was widely popular in its day and truly brilliant, I set out to read novels that weren’t so well known or read. I can pretty much guarantee that if you were to name all of the books on the most popular list of the moment, I have maybe read one. Not to say that they are terrible and should not be read, I just feel that there are more that are far better that are hardly known.

When I was in college, out of all of the English classes that I took, there were only two that I loved. They were both very different in their content and approaches to learning, but they both gave me something that, had I never taken them, I might never have discovered that I loved. The first was a class on Victorian literature. There, I learned that that was my favorite time period of literature. I loved reading the long descriptive paragraphs about life back then; just the way that the words were used; I cannot to this day find anything as appealing to me. The second one, entitled simply Dreams, I loved far more. The literature in that class wasn’t focused on a specific time period, but rather pairing great works of fiction with dream theorists and of course Freud was there. Instantly I fell in love with Freud. I didn’t necessarily agree with most of what he wrote, but it was the way he wrote them. The novel that I am currently reading, Kazuo Ishiguro’s The Unconsoled, is a leftover from that class that has been sitting on my bookshelf for a few years. It’s a psychological mystery, which I will go into at length when I have finished it.

It was in that Victorian literature class that I came upon the first detective novel ever written, The Moonstone by Wilkie Collins. It is told through multiple narrators, where the reader learns little bits and pieces until finally the conclusion comes. Who knew that with one great work of fiction, a whole genre would be spawned. Although most people may not have heard of him, we all have Collins to thank for this.

Another thing to know about my book snobbiness is that I am not a fan of American literature. There are a few pieces that I do love, for example F Scott Fitzgerald’s The Great Gatsby and Arthur Miller’s The Crucible, most of American literature I find boring.

A few years back, a friend of mine at work handed me Tana French’s debut novel, In the Woods. He loved books just as much as I did and with the exception of a few that I couldn’t focus on enough to sit through, he hadn’t steered me wrong. In the Woods is of course a psychological mystery (aka a modern phrase for the detective novel, a sub-genre if you will). It starts off with a group of kids that went into the woods surrounding their community one night and only one of the three made it back. The other two disappeared, never to be seen again. Jump forward decades into the present and that one kid works on the murder squad and there is a murder in those very same woods. French is brilliant at creating this energy that really grips the reader insofar as to clench at your core. When the main characters were overcome with sadness, I cried…when they were scared out of their wits, I screamed. Needless to say that when I found out that Tana French had come out with a second novel, I flew to the bookstore and purchased it immediately; the same went for when she came out with her third.

I have never had a story effect me so much as I did with Ms. French’s. I would literally come home from work and plop myself on the couch, staying up way past the time that I should have, just to read her words. I would wake up in the middle of the night screaming, my heart pounding rapidly in my chest and my body in a cold sweat, turning all of the lights on in my apartment because my mind had continued to subconsciously circulate the passages that I had just read. The same thing would happen the next night and the next until I had finished each novel. I laughed at myself for having such a strong reaction.

The other two of Tana French’s novels are entitled The Likeness and Faithful Place. These, along with In the Woods, are brilliant works of fiction that should be read. I am anxiously awaiting her fourth novel, which has yet to surface. Did I mention the French is an Irish author?

Autumn is Finally Here

I don’t know about you, but from time to time I get bored with my wardrobe. Don’t get me wrong, I love the clothes that I have, but after a while, they lose their awe and I’m stuck wearing the same outfits over and over again. Sometimes I find myself running for the bus in the morning on the way to work because I had been trying to put together a new look with my old stuff. Needless to say, when I am running for the bus, more often than not, I always end up wearing something that I didn’t want to wear.

I love getting dressed in the summer mainly because it’s so easy. All I have to do is throw on a dress, or skirt and tee shirt, cute sandals and I’m good to go. It’s a carefree attitude that leaves the minute the first crisp day appears. I had thought that after the snow we had at the end of October, the end of warm weather was upon us, but it is not until now that I think fall has officially arrived.

Gone are the days of sundresses and sandals; scarves and gloves are on the horizon.  No more bare legs…its stockings all the way.  I never used to be a fan of stockings.  Either they were too bold or too plain, but they are finally making ones that are just right.  You can get them in so many different patterns, it’s just uncanny.  Even my plain sheer ones have a thin seam that runs down the back that gives them a retro look.  You can literally buy stockings almost anywhere, but I like to shop for mine at The Limited.  Even though it is primarily a clothing store, and primarily hard to find for that matter, their stocking quality is fabulous.  My favorite stockings from them are my argyle ones.  I think that they’re a sexy spin off of the classic, preppy pattern.  Plus, when it is raining out, like it has been a lot lately, wearing a dress or skirt with rainboots and a cutely patterned stocking can add cheer to your day.  So, until the warm summer comes back to me, I will not be discouraged.

Wine…A Love Story

When I started drinking wine I had wanted to love it. I thought that there was nothing as classy or sophisticated than to have a glass of wine in hand, whether out with friends or in the company of your own home. There are only really two beverages that you can curl up with and I believed that wine was one of them. In fact, when I moved to my current apartment, my very first purchase was a set of wine glasses. I hunted for months for them and one day I walked into Pier1 and there they were; perfect size (oversized) and shape. They came in a few different colors, although I can’t quite remember what they were. I ended up with green hued glasses. Green is not really the color that I ever would have seen myself choosing, but there it was…the best color. I bought white and red wine glasses, and champagne flute…four or each sounded like a good number to me. I also purchased two different sized sets of drinking glasses during that visit (four of each of those too). It wasn’t until after I walked out of the store that I realized that I had two really heavy bags to cart home via public transportation all the way to my little suburban area of Queens, but they were worth it. Sadly, after a freak accident a few years later, by someone whom I won’t mention, the champagne flutes are no more. They have since been replaced by beautiful Waterford Crystal ones which add a nice dimension to my still in tact wine glasses, but every so often I find myself missing my old ones.

The first wine that I tried was an Australian Merlot.  And I have to admit, I wasn’t too keen on the taste. My mouth puckered at those first few sips even though Merlots aren’t really known for having tannins. It was then that I realized that loving wine was something to be acquired, kind of like how some people feel about reading Shakespeare or seeing the opera. (Neither of which I agree with, I have always been a fan of Shakespeare and, although I have only been to one opera, I loved it.) After the Australian Merlot I graduated to the California Cabernet and that was when I first fell in love with wine. I couldn’t get enough of the inviting fragrance or the way it danced on my tongue. I also didn’t mind the fact that my mouth still puckered at the first few sips.

For a while, Cabernet’s were all that I would drink. I have a picture of myself that was taken at a New Years’ Eve party a few years back and I’m sad to say, my lips were slightly stained red.

I started drinking Chardonnay with my aunt during our sporadic dinner outings for a few reasons. First, I wanted to drink the same thing as her because I thought that she was cool and that would in turn make me cool. I also believed that to really love wine, you had to be able to diversify your palate. And a third reason, which I hadn’t yet come to realize, was that whilst ordering wine by the glass at a restaurant is a fun way to try new ones, ordering red by the glass can be a bit more tricky (at least if you’re me anyway). I cannot stand red wine that has been open for more than twenty-four hours. I do not care how good it was the day before or how expensive. Even though it has only slightly oxidized and is still completely drinkable, I cannot enjoy it and therefore am known to pour, what some might say, perfectly good bottles down the drain.

Then last summer, everything changed. I reconnected with an old high school friend, who is now a sommelier. At the time, he was studying wine and instilled his knowledge upon me. I guess that one way to learn about wine is to do one country at a time and, for the most part, he was studying French wines. For years I had been saying that I hated Pinot Noir, but when I took my first sip of a Burgundy, I was hooked. (For those of you that don’t know, all wines from Burgundy are Pinot Noir; unless they are white…then they are Chardonnay.) Since then, I still have the occasional California Cab, but for the most part, I only drink French wines. There is just such a difference in the way that these Old World wines are made as opposed to the New World Ones (i.e. Australia, California, etc)…they’re just simply amazing.

Laundry, Wine…and a Little Family Bonding

Last night, I forwent drinks with my friend after work and begrudgingly dragged myself to the laundromat.  It was a chilly Thursday evening and I was happy that the weatherman was once again wrong; I hadn’t been looking forward to walking home in the rain with my clean clothes.  Once there, I got myself (my laundry that is) situated and went towards the back to chat with my friend R (the owner).

We have this joke that laundry is like a therapy session.  We do a lot of girl-talk and just venting in general.  The only interruptions are when real customers (I don’t count) come to either pick up or drop off their laundry.  Last night, we were in rare form.  We were a group of four; R broke out a bottle of wine and locked the front door.  So, in the midst of folding laundry and our therapy session, we had wine.  I highly recommend having wine while doing laundry by the way, totally makes it tolerable.  I ended up staying there much later than I had anticipated, but I no longer cared what time I got home.

On my way home, I received a phone call from my father.  He was on his way to drop something off at my apartment and asked if I was home.  I told him I would be home shortly.  Now, I am very anal with my clothes when I wash them.  More than half of my wardrobe does not get dried in the dryer, but rather hung on a rack.  Since my father was coming over, I wasn’t about to hang all of my underwear for him to see.  My poor clothes had to suffer; but I could put freshly cleaned sheets on my bed.

As I was in the middle of making my bed, I heard my father’s knock at the door.  After I let him in, I continued to put the finishing touches on my bed (consisting of a lot of pillows) while we chatted.  This, of course led to my father throwing a pillow at me to “help” my process.  After I was done, we chatted a little more and when I thought my father was about to leave (he never usually stays that long) he asked if our cousin was working that night.  I said yes he was and we ended up heading out.

To explain, our cousins own a pub in my neighborhood.  I never hang out in my neighborhood, so I rarely ever set foot in there and my cousin who works there always nags me about not visiting him.  I figured he’d be pleased that I was finally coming.  When we got there, his younger brother (another cousin) was behind the bar.  So, my father and I grabbed seats at the bar and ordered drinks.  It figures that the one time I would actually show up, he wouldn’t be there.

When we decided that we were going to leave, a friendly patron decided to buy us our next round, so of course we were obliged to stay for another.

By the time I walked through my door I was definitely more than tipsy and I still had to hang my clothes to dry.  Needless to say, I did not get to bed early like I had planned and I broke my no drinking until this weekend rule for this week.  But…it was totally worth it.  Girl bonding and father/daughter time all in the same night…priceless.

“Colors, textures and the way we reveal our body shape can enhance, reflect and effect our every mood, emotion and thought.  Fashion has the power to fuel our souls and create a specific audience of energy in our lives.  Welcome to my psychology of style, this is wearapy.”

-Jeannie Mai

Knitting…A Thing of the Past or an Idea for the Future?

When I was younger, I had my fair share of wardrobe mishaps.  I’ve walked out of the house in the winter with a pony-tail, no hat, scarf or gloves and…I’m ashamed to say, espadrilles.  I remember one particular day where I went sledding in clogs (remember them?).  In my defense, the decision to go sledding was last minute.  My friends and I had been a little bored and the idea just popped into our heads.  Mistake.  After trudging ankle-deep through the snow for a couple of rounds down the hill, I ended up sitting in the car with my then boyfriend, while he tried to help warm up my feet.  They were numb.  Oh, and if you hadn’t already guessed, my socks (I know, socks with clogs…) were soaking wet.  I don’t recall the rest of the events that transpired that day, but I had learned my lesson…at least for sledding that is.  Aside from that time, I think my problem was that I didn’t really feel the cold, or rather, it didn’t bother me.  That case isn’t true anymore.  Once I discovered the warmth of the proper winter attire, I never looked back.

After a very unfortunate incident where I lost my favorite hat last winter (I stepped out of the car and it blew away), I am on the quest for a new one.  Not sure when I will actually find it, but I am looking.  What I am really looking for right now, is a new scarf.

I have a lot of scarves, but none of them are what I want and when I find what I think I want in a store, I feel like there’s always something wrong with it… I have decided that perhaps I should learn to knit so I can make myself the perfect scarf, since that really is what I am after anyway.  As a child, I tried to learn how to crochet.  Sadly, I couldn’t make a stitch.  I have heard that knitting is easier than crocheting, two needles instead of one…but, I fear that with my lack of crocheting skills, I will also possess a lack for knitting.  I brought this idea up to my mother  earlier today while we were gchatting.  She laughed at me and made a joke about how it was really domesticative of me.  I decided then and there.  No knitting for me…maybe.

Mental Note to Self…I Shall not Turn on the Style Channel Before Bed!

Earlier this year I was flipping through channels, wondering why I pay so much for cable when, more often than not, there isn’t anything good on. Gone are the days of dramas and sitcoms where, week after week, perfectly penned episodes were aired and enjoyed by all. Now-a-days, these have been replaced (sadly) by reality television.

I am not a huge fan of reality television, although I have to admit that I was addicted to the first season of Jersey Shore…I mean, who wasn’t. I would come home late at night and there wouldn’t be anything else to watch and let’s face it, once you watched one episode, you were completely hooked. Thankfully, my addiction only lasted for the first season and I have yet to turn on the proceeding ones…though, I can hear about them practically everywhere.

I have never been into Survivor or Dancing with the Stars, or any of the likes for that matter. Then one day, it all changed. I flipped on the style channel. Now, I don’t remember if I had turned it on to watch my fix of Sex and the City reruns or not, though, that is why it was on last night, but I came across this show called How Do I Look…and my opinion of reality television changed forever (at least, for this show that is).

The premise of this show revolves around one new person every week who has a terrible sense of fashion. Last night’s episode consisted of someone who is living in the ’80s…big hair, spandex, red lips…need I say more! So, the host, Jeannie Mai, along with a panel of three people, two of which are somehow connected to the fashion offender and one who is not, perform a much needed make-over. Each person of the panel is responsible for picking out a collection that the offender has to try on and model in front of a mirror…and later choose between. At the end of each episode they have an unveiling in which the former offender comes out in an outfit from one of the collections and just looks fabulous.

Last night, as I watched the time drone away, I turned off the show after the modeling of the collections and before the end result. I actually do this often. To me, the end result isn’t as entertaining as the process of purging the old and modeling the new. This show is highly addictive and at the same time intelligent. If you have not already done so, I suggest flipping on the style channel and watching How Do I Look. If you love fashion as much as I do, you will not be disappointed.

Couture in the Summer

This summer, my sister, A, came to New York. For the past I don’t know how many years, she has been living in San Francisco and we would see each other maybe twice a year, if we were lucky. Naturally we jumped at the chance to see each other for the whole three months and decided to sublet together. So, I said goodbye to my studio in Queens and we said hello to our two bedroom in the East Village.

First, I’d like to say that the East Village isn’t exactly my style, it’s definitely more A’s. I feel like, if I were to live anywhere in the city, it would be the Upper East Side. I prefer the quieter, prettier, more sophisticated neighborhoods (albeit sometimes stiff) to the trendy ones. Don’t get me wrong, I love to hang out in the trendy ones, the Meat Packing District is by far my favorite area to haunt in Manhattan, but I wouldn’t want to live there. As we settled into our new routines, which consisted for my of an extra hour of sleep in the morning and a far shorter commute to work, I quickly began to see why people lived in the city.

On my way home from work one day, I walked down a different street and came across the most amazing Roberto Cavalli dress in the window of a consignment shop. Now, I had heard a lot about these consignment shops, but I had no idea that I was living near one (or, as I would later find out, many). I decided to pop in and see if I could try the dress on, but the door was locked, so I stared at the dress longingly and made a mental note to come back.

The next day, I walked the same way back to my apartment. I slowed down my pace as I got closer to the consignment shop, held my breath and looked up at the window. The dress was still there. I sighed in relief and walked into the shop. The owner was really nice, and after a bit of conversation, he took the dress down for me and I gleefully walked into the dressing room. I slipped out of my work clothes, into the beautiful dress and stared at myself in the mirror. I ignored the lack of make-up and glamorous hair, and fell for the dress immediately. I never wanted to take it off. I was in the dressing room for so long that the owner had to ask me if I was ok; it was the dead of summer after all. I bought the dress of course.

I walked out of the store carefully holding the bag that carried my new favorite dress. I now owned this amazing dress for a fraction of what it would have cost me had I bought it in the store. I ended up going back to that consignment shop three more times, purchasing an Armani bag and two more dresses, one Chanel and the other Emanuel Ungaro.

My credit card may have taken a big hit this summer, but with my new couture pieces, my wardrobe has never looked better.